Upright Keywords: Finding balance, juggling obligations
Symbolism & Meaning
In this card we see a woman juggling two pentacles. She doesn’t appear to be anxious about this although there is an indication that one may be heavier than the other. This can symbolise that despite the fact you are managing on the surface, you may be having to make too many sacrifices for your liking. The balance is off and deep down, you know that this can’t be sustained.
How The Two of Pentacles is Relevant to Me
I did say yesterday that all of a sudden it feels like there is a lot going on. We also fell in love with a boat so the task of navigating a private boat sale has been added to my list of projects. We never intended to view this boat so soon. It popped up on Facebook and Steve sent me a link. We finished up with the marinas earlier than expected and this boat happened to be cruising within an hour to where we were. Everyone says that you don’t choose a boat, a boat chooses you. I now understand that completely. We have found our boat, now we have to figure out the logistics.
There is an issue though. My medication makes me feel very fuzzy. I get confused very easily and I find it difficult to retain information. I am very much relying on Steve to guide us through the admin side of this purchase. We have never spent this much money on something so to be honest, it is all a bit overwhelming.
Yes, I have created a lot of tasks for myself recently. I do need to slow down and find a better balance. We are in no rush, I just need to keep reminding myself of that.